[chessverse] in between the lines [for rachel]

[diemwnt]

He doesn't like to admit it, but now that it's over... Cadogan wakes up every day a little bit grateful for the war. Not for the pain and suffering, not for the good lives lost; not for anything he can begin to share out loud. There's simply something settled in him for having actually fought for this place. Something solidified in his knowledge that this is where he belongs, that he's with people who at their core are just like he is.

And, well, it was good to have properly found his place. It hadn't been Jack of Diamonds. It hadn't been as a lieutenant in the combined army that had risen from the four former Suits. In the end, it hadn't even been in the Castle that remained.

He's a soldier again. He's waking up every morning and allowed to strap his pistol and his knife and his sword into place, to spend his days with men and women who think on the scheme of the hive he does, to be half building and half staring out at the world they won't let destroy them again. It's invigorating. It's fulfilling.

And it means his lips can smile when he sees an old friend approaching, actually let his lips pull up into a visible grin. His hand lifts in greeting, and his eyes actually spark with something that might be cheerful.

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[thecutdiamond]

She smiles at him as she straightens, the grin brightening all the more as they approach the wall.

"Oh, perfect."

Perhaps a bit of an extreme word for a wall, but it suits when it's such a nice symbol of the rebuilding of their home.

[diemwnt]

The phone has to come out, to keep a grip on her hand. It's not such a big problem. It absolutely doesn't damage the pleased smile settling over his features.

It's not much taller than the ones we used to have, but it's so much better reinforced. We'll be able to house the guard more comfortably, too.

[thecutdiamond]

"That's good," she says with an equally pleased smile on her face, "They've needed that for some time, really."

Both the reinforcement and the housing.

[diemwnt]

Rebuilding had to be better than what had already been, right?

Going to take time, though. Still need to get Tess moved out here.

For the long haul. Make a proper home of it.

[thecutdiamond]

She smiles at the mention of the other woman, hand squeezing his just slightly.

"There's time for everything now, at least."

Finally.

[diemwnt]

The huff on his lips is absolutely his approximation of a laugh.

Which means there will always be more to do.

But isn't that nice? Isn't it better to have the future stretching busy before them than possibly ending the next day, hour, minute?

[thecutdiamond]

It's much better. Incredibly so. She'll make sure to remind herself of that fact when the rebuilding and the work after seem to be too frustrating.

"Isn't such a bad thing, I suppose."

[diemwnt]

Once we get settled into it, we'll be glad for it.

Even in the moments of immense frustration. Even in the slogging through every single minute of the day.

[thecutdiamond]

"I think so, too."

She can't think of a single person, after all, who wouldn't have traded the war for even the most paperwork heavy of jobs.

[diemwnt]

The squeeze of his fingers on hers again is light, questioning.

Any chance we'll get you out here to keep someday

[thecutdiamond]

She laughs a little, shaking her head.

"To keep? No. Not for a long while at least. I'd rather be closer to where Eileen is."

Given everything, that's surely understandable.

[diemwnt]

Of course it's understandable. Even without the trauma the niece and aunt had personally suffered in the war, it was completely understandable.

The bob of his head is accepting.

I'm sure she knows, but tell her we're proud. Even from out here.

[thecutdiamond]

She smiles, the expression fond at the thought of her niece.

"I will."

Eileen will feel reassured to hear it, she imagines. She knows it can't ever hurt to know everyone thinks she's done wonderfully.

[diemwnt]

The nod is more assured this time. It's important, after all, that the Queen know they stand behind her. And, a bit, important that the Queen's aunt knows the same.

[thecutdiamond]

It is, and fortunately they've both been incredibly clear on the fact thus far. It's going to make rebuilding that much easier, going to make shaping this new world and leading a little less of the burden.

They can't ask for more than that.